Honey Bee's Blog

 Dear Journal:        I'm having a good day so far. It should be a nice today. Warm and no rain! YEAH!!!! I hate rain and snow. BOO! My friends from church live on a farm and have well water. They don't have much water to do wash, take showers and do dishes and cook with. :-( We have city water here at the Bixby Home. Good thing to because we have people showering, doing wash, and doing dishes and cook with! It is a good thing we have city water and not well water. I pay good money to use the water, lights. I'm having a good week: my boyfriend is going to have beans and hotdogs for lunch. Yummy in the tummy. I'm taking some books back today. I have a whole book of stamps my boyfriend got me. I will be home from in town SF, NY after 3:00 pm Friday. Most likely my boyfriend will be getting out of work by 2:30 pm and will be to my adult care home by or after I get here. I have all my rides set up for next week for next week for training for my job at the knit mill ...

 Dear Journal:        I'm having a good September! In have man: and I ever lost his love in my life! :-( I am going be a great aunt when I marry my boyfriend because he has a niece that had a child and had to all the way to Rome, NY to take her to and from where she lives! No one ever gives my boyfriend gas money because people think he is a taxi service. Just because he has a nice car. He never says NO! I think he should stand up for himself and say NO to these people once in NOW AND THEN. I'm having a good week so far! Sunday starts the week: and I got people in church to pray over me because I have a bad cold and with a cough and a runny nose. I'm having good day today: even though I get rid of my cold.           I'm having a good day! My boyfriend is going to Wal-Mart with a friend of his he lives with. He may not be able to go to see me today after work. Boo :-( I am going to the local library today to return some books. I will...

 Dear Journal:            I am having a good day now that my boyfriend fixed my laptop so I can type!!!! I am also glad that my blogs didn't get deleted because I would have lost so much of my life. I am going to answer the question my shrink asked me to answer a question: How do I feel when someone smiles at me?          I am very happy when someone smiles at me especially my new boyfriend because it makes me feel loved and cared about! I'm having a better day now. I'm also trying to learn how to be a better person! But it is hard when Robert the house instigator and the liar in everything.           Robert says I'm mad at him for being with my roommate is with her and not me! Bull Mother Fucking Shit I Am Not. I'm having a better relationship with my man then he is with his girlfriend. Bryan in a nut bin for telling his father he wanted to kill himself. He is in Clifton Hospital. I hope he e...

 Dear Feeling Journal:        How are u doing? I'm doing well.! :-) I'm happy my dad and mom will meet my boyfriend Marshelle James Wood Jr. I'm going to have a good day Saturday after noon at my parent's house to help my dad and me clean out my sheds. I want to see him and introduce him to my dad. I hope he shows up at the same time I'm going to be better by Sat. when I help my dad cleans my shed. I hope I can find a lot of stuff to throw away. I tried to get a job up stairs of drop in. I am sad to tell you that \i have not found out yet about my job \i put a application in for at the second floor of drop in for AA / NA work. I may not need it ty for your help though. I have been in love with my boyfriend since |I was 16 years old. I'm worried about Debbie my land lord finding out that my boyfriend molested his kids in the past. Has to go to get his great niece from SF to Rome and back.           Love and miss you like. I'm one of ...

 9/24/2025          I'm having a good week so far except that I gained 6 1/2 lbs. from eating to much McDonald's food.... :-( I am not happy with my weight gain. :-( I am happy my size 20 regular jeans still fit but they are tight. I am wearing my size 16 shorts today. I{ am having a good day at east my boyfriend Marshall James Wood Jr. is not mad at me any more. His friends treat him like a private Taxi service. :-( Boo! I am glad to report that he is not mad at my e-boyfriend Bryan Michal Haggerdy. from Waterloo,, NY but will not be used as a private TAXI and drive to Buffalo to pick up Bryan's gf. No matter how much he asks. I'm proud of my boyfriend for standing up for himself. Beside my boyfriend will be busy Saturday   helping me clean out my shed. I hope to fund my small teddy bears and my divorce paperwork. Because Marshall wants to get married ASAP. We are both on our second and final marriage!!!! I{'m having a good few weeks except for g...

Dear Feeling Journal:           I'm having a good day. I got my boyfriend back. I love him to the moon and back. With all my heart, body and soul!!!! I love him more than life itself!!!! My dad gave Bryan Micheal Haggerdy a picture of the bald eagle Montezuma Wildlife Refuge. I am glad Bryan is trying to quit smoking to make me happy. I am also taking him to free lunch with my parents so he will get to meet my mom and dad. He wants to have me stay at his house again real soon. It may be a while before I can spend the night at his apt. I am breaking up with Marshell James Wood Jr. I will tell him this is because I want to be with a man that will not keep me from meeting my grandson and see my grandson.           I may be grounded from going in only going to people's houses except my family's house for the weekend to go to church with them and finish cleaning out my storage in the shed. I need to stop being a pack rat. I need to ...

Dear Feeling:            I'm Happy Because I Have a New Boyfriend Byane Micheal Hagrtdy  eland used to!!!! My sister and mom, and dad hated him.... Mostly because he judged me for how I eat!!!! I'm having a good day!!!! Please forgive me for typing up over & over again. But am excited to have my boyfriend back in my life.           I'm having to wait to ask Vicky if I can go to Marshell's apt. until Saturday night before 10:00 P.M. I" just asked Vicky and she said NO until Debby meets Bryan Micheal Haggedty  Boo! I am having a bad day now. Because: I can't go see Marshell's home!!!! This sucks.... Things I want to go over with my new therapist: 1.)  What problems do I want to go over with my therapist today.... I can't go over to my new boyfriend's apt. until my landlord meets him. BOO! 2.)  How have I been feeling this week compared to other weeks? I have my boyfriend back and: I love him: and he loves ...

Dear Journal September 13, 2025 Dear Journal:          I have been spending all of my free time spending time on my front porch with the love of my life! His name is Marssal James Wood Jr. I miss my ex-Best Friend's ex-husband.  I want home to help me get divorced from my soon to be ex-husband hates me. I am having my new boyfriend Marhall James Wood Jr. He is the love of my life I am having a good except the fact that I am waiting for my punishment.         I will hope I can go to I love hearing from him he has missed making love to me every night except when aunt flow is making her monthly trip to come see me and I get blood clots and cramps. Please pray for my monthly visit of a bloody mess. I am no longer having aunt flow come to see me! Yeah!!!! I am so happy I could spit colors. Yeah!!!!          My mother- in law and father- in law and one of my boyfriends are all dead. I am going down for breakfast w...

  Dear Journal: September 8th. 2025 Weight Sept. 13th. 2001 350.0 pounds after giving birth to my adopted out daughter Annalise Elizebeth. Gabriella Rose Gilbert born 6/24/1997 age 27with boyfriend Dakoda and grandson age 8.  Crysania Elezandria Gilbert 2/2/2000 Told me to go to HELL 5 years ago. Analise Alizeth adopted out at 1 month.  old 8/13/2001 Father Shawn C. Gilbert lives in TEXAS with his 8 year old son.   I got my tubes tied 24 years ago.  I want to lose weight slow to 120 lbs. by Sept. 1st. of Sept. 2030 Have a boyfriend with will be 39 years young this Sept 11th. 2025. I will be happy to get divorced from Shawn C. Gilbert and marry Bryan Micheal Haggart. I love him with all my heart, soul and body. Good news I got my monthly today. Right On Time. At least I'm not pregnant. I'm going to be a good girl from now on and follow all the rules of The Bixby Home. I'm done for now. Honey Louise Lobdell-Gilbert age 49 1/4/1976 I will be 50 next 1/4/2026. ...

 Sept. 1st. 2025           I'm having a good day so far because I sleep well last night. I love my aunt Jackie she has dehydration and minor kidney disorder. She i is in the hospital. I told my dad he is going to pray for her too. I will type more later. I will finish my library book. Book 15 for the year. I have very many books to read this winter. I found IT by: Stephen King in the free book place near my church on the worst corner in Interlaken, NY.            I'm having a good day!!!! I'm having a great time calling my new boyfriend Bryan Micheal Haggerty!!!! I'm going to my vist tommorow with Access VR with Nick. I'm trying to look for a Job Couch. I need a job couch. I'm trying to get a job but there are no jobs in Interlaken, N.Y. There are no openings now at anywhere in town. I am having a good day I was having a good day today. I'm calling him now. I'm having a great day! This was the first time I saw him sin...