Dear Feeling:

          I'm Happy Because I Have a New Boyfriend Byane Micheal Hagrtdy eland used to!!!! My sister and mom, and dad hated him.... Mostly because he judged me for how I eat!!!! I'm having a good day!!!! Please forgive me for typing up over & over again. But am excited to have my boyfriend back in my life. 

        I'm having to wait to ask Vicky if I can go to Marshell's apt. until Saturday night before 10:00 P.M. I" just asked Vicky and she said NO until Debby meets Bryan Micheal Haggedty  Boo! I am having a bad day now. Because: I can't go see Marshell's home!!!! This sucks.... Things I want to go over with my new therapist:

1.)  What problems do I want to go over with my therapist today.... I can't go over to my new boyfriend's apt. until my landlord meets him. BOO!

2.)  How have I been feeling this week compared to other weeks? I have my boyfriend back and: I love him: and he loves me. 

3.) What happened this week that my therapist should know about? I got to know my boyfriend better and how much I love and care for him.

4.) What did I learn from last session? I have to write about how I feel when someone smiles at me: I feel like they are a nice person ad it makes me happy and makes me feel good about myself!

5.) Anything that bothers me about last session? I didn't talk to me being molested by my dad in the shower. And then molesting my oldest daughter when she was 15! Any un-finished: My dad molested me and I blocked it out all these years. My dad told my oldest daughter that I wouldn't believe her that she was molested by my dad.

6.) I'm afraid to tell my therapist that I have an eating disorder because she may put me in a hospital.

7.) I did for homework I am looking forward to talk to my therapist about my domestic beating  up situation when my children were 3 years and 3 months old and "I was still pregnant with the 3rd one.

Honey Louise Lobdell-Gilbert

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