Honey Bee's Buzz

Dear Feeling Journal: 

        I'm having a good day. I got my boyfriend back. I love him to the moon and back. With all my heart, body and soul!!!! I love him more than life itself!!!! My dad gave Bryan Micheal Haggerdy a picture of the bald eagle Montezuma Wildlife Refuge. I am glad Bryan is trying to quit smoking to make me happy. I am also taking him to free lunch with my parents so he will get to meet my mom and dad. He wants to have me stay at his house again real soon. It may be a while before I can spend the night at his apt. I am breaking up with Marshell James Wood Jr. I will tell him this is because I want to be with a man that will not keep me from meeting my grandson and see my grandson. 

        I may be grounded from going in only going to people's houses except my family's house for the weekend to go to church with them and finish cleaning out my storage in the shed. I need to stop being a pack rat. I need to get too the teddy bears I have in the shed that our smaller and mean much more to me. I got them from my parents and ex-boyfriend I almost married. I ended with the man that got me pregnant at age 20.... Little did I know that the man of my dreams looks like old pictures of Stephen King: & I also didn't know he wanted a boy and got 3 girls from me. He also told my mom he didn't believe the baby I was carrying wasn't his. He got 3 girls but the 3rd. girl got given up for adoption by both of us. He thought my boyfriend was the father of our baby. But that was sure the baby was my soon to get the news that he was the father of my 3rd. daughter through a phone call not in writing so he still thinks the child was the baby of Paul this guy that lived with us without paying rent. But I am sure my 3 girls are his. Because my ex. boyfriend had a very small penis. And I never slept with Paul. Promise. I'm having a good day so far. I'm getting a intake on Monday at the local library in Interlaken, NY at 11:00 AM Cool !

        I'm having to get a tummy tuck, liposuction and gastro bypass surgery. I want a flat stomach, small waist and a body that looks like Britney Spears with a wig. I want to be down to a healthy weight, and low belly fat, but smaller, and skinny face. I can't eat Raymon noddle. I love my boyfriend with all of my heart, body and soul. The only people I love more are my family & oldest daughter who is now 27 years young, my 8nyear old grandson, my husband for giving me 3 girls: 27, 25, 24 all of them have said they need me or father because they are grown and raised. I am having a good day today: but my man won't be here who is 53 and has a job and car and I've known him since I was 16. He only married my ex best friend because she lied to him about being prego with his baby. She lied to him and me. That he only flirted with me to go out with her. She keep lieng to him and me until she gave birth to his 2 sons. I'm going to him until he finely showed he loved me buy making love to me. I finely had to get a blood test to find out if I has HIV because I had slept with Scot Steven my friend since I was young. Her finely died of HIV and AIDS but died of The Flu Just like my dad's brother was gay and had HIV and AIDS si he too died from the Flu to. I'm having a good day. I got my ex-boyfriend back in my life. He is coming to my Adult Care Home. I am going to miss Joe and Cindy when they move. Cindy is my BFF and she is moving out Monday: I will miss her. I did a aplication for a job on the second floor of drop in center a AA/NA center. I look forward to going to A/A/NA meetings. I know meeting makers make it! I'm also looking forward to going to work at an AA/NA job ay upstairs in the drop in center. I can only get  a job part time doe 20 hours a week. I want to go to my intake Interlaken, NY Local Library. I'm going to my intake Monday at 11:00 AM I will go to the local library then for I'm talking 

        


    

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