Honey Bee's Buzz

 Hi Happy Sunday 

Aug. 8/3/2025

    I am having a good Sunday! I went to church and had a great start of the week praising God, Worshiping Jesus and being Blessed by the comfort in the Holy Spirt! I saw my church family, and my best friend in Christ Jesus Adela L. and her family. Little Bear loved the service. I'm looking forward to next Saturday, I am going to see Pastor Jessie's son's girlfriend get baptised during the service! I also look forward to seeing my church family for a dish to pass at Adele L.'s family home. This will be the first time I've been to Adele L.'s home in the 2 years that they have been coming to our church from the home they had before they came to NY. I think they are from New Jersey like Amada M. who lives in room 1 of the Bixby Home. She is in there with my old friend Cindy Lue Thomas. from my room in room 2. I am rooming with Ashley because Amanda and her fought so hard together so the staff asked that they live in different rooms. Like my fav. song " You Got To Keep Them Seperated." By Smashing Pumpkins. 

    I am having fun with my blogs. I will ask my dad to read them and give feedback and my sister Angel to. I don't like Robert Parker. I'm living out Psalm 23," Thet place me at the table with my enemy." I don't know what they are thinking?! But I hope Robert gets kicked out here in 30 days before the 1st. of Sept. He said he is going to keep it from happening! But I don't know why he hates it here and wants to move. I hope Debby comes back soon and can make him move out! I am still in shock that she has Cancer! Not sure what kind of Cancer?! Tina one of the pastor's that the residents of here were not supposed to find out about Debby Bixby's Cancer and he said he didn't know I would react like I did?! But I love her like a mom, because my real mom has pscofrenia and is not getting to a therapist or gettoingn any medications for it. 

    Speaking of medications I am trying to get on 2 new meds. Topamax for my Over Active Eating Disorder . I have Bing Eating  Disorder where a person eats to much but doesn't purg like a Bulimic person, or starve themself like A Anerexic person does. I am down to 242.2 pounds! From 350.0 lbs. 24 years ago Sept. 13th. 2001 when I gave birth to my last child Annise Elizabeth. A baby I gave up for adoption 24 years ago. In June 24th 1997, 28 years ago I gave birth to my first child Gabriella Rose Gilbert. Then on Feb. 2nd. 2000 25 years ago I gave birth to a baby girl on my fav. uncle's birthday.  Her name is Crysania Alexandria Gilbert. Then on Sept. 13 th. 2001 I gave birth to a baby girl named Annalise Elizbeth that I gave up for adoption. 

    That is enough for now. More to come. Honey Louise Lobdell-Gilbert age 49 was 350.0 on Sept. 2001 \Now I am 242.0 lbs on Aug. 2025. I have lost 117,8 lbs in 24 years! I'm proud of myself and so are my friends! Honey Louise Lobdell-Gilbert 

 






    Speacking of therepist I hope I didn't scare my new therepist off by trying to get admited into a hospital for sucidal ideations?! I will ask Ashley that runs the med room weekly. 

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