Honey Bee's Blog

 8/28/2028 Dear Journal:          I am writing a journal passage today about the homework assignment my new therapist. She wants me to tell about a time someone said Hi and Smiled at me and how that made me feel? :-) I told her about a time I was at The Downtown Deli and two guys were standing behind me in line. I ordered a half a hot meatball sub toasted. They must have paid for my sub because when I went to pay for it I got told it was already paid for. I said thank you and both guys smiled at me. I think they both paid for my sub?! I was so happy. The power of black hair. My BFF Angela says men flirt with her because she has black hair. I dodn't think her husband is happy that men flirt with his wife. I don't have to worry about my hubby lives in Texas. We only lived together for 3 years and 3 months. I left him and went to a SAFE house because my husband was very abusive to me. I am trying to get a poor man's divorce. Because my husband is makingme pay ...

 Dear Journal:          I am at drop in again this Thursday. I accidently left the laptop on the bus. MY good friend and driver of the RTS bus had to bring it back to me. I hope I don't do that at 2:00 pm for my ride back to Interlaken, NY and the Bixby Home. I have lived there for 5 years. I used to love it there before this guy named Robert Parker moved in a few months ago from Rochester. He is moving out the first of Sep. So very soon. Nobody likes him and he hates me for  some un=godly reason. I'm living out Psalm 23, " Tho pre-pares a table before me in the presents of my enemy."  He buys a lot of food at Wal-Mart so he doesn't have to come downstairs to eat meals. I'm happy about that. I feed my son my 9 year old teddy bear I treat like a real boy. I got paid yesterday and had to pay my boyfriend MArty Decker $10.00 I paid for my new glasses for reading at Dollar General. One week I paid $30.00 for a charger and the box at Dollar General. To...

 Dear Journal:          I am listening th=o the best of Eminem.  Before he got brown hair and doesn't swear anymore. I love his greatest hits. I am having a great time with my new laptop I got last month. I have to pay my parent's $60.00 a month plan phone and laptop per month. I will save up until I get $1,000.00 to start a savings account at my parent's bank to got shopping for Christmas that is 5months away. Where the hell did the year. 

 Dear Journal:         I am going t a family reunion on this Sat. I'm going to have fun!!!! I am asking my dad to give me $5.00 for the White Elephant Auction so I can bet on the things people bring. I want to get more romance books, or other things. I'm hoping for a good gift. I am glad I'm not having my period this year. I'm going to get my dad to put sun tan lotion for the day on the back of my hands, so I don't get burned. I'm home from the weekend. 8/10/2025 I went to church and there was a great sermon. I love church. I'm having a good weekend. I didn't get burned. I got to see a lot of my cousins, aunts and uncles. My 2nd cousin has 3 kids two boys and a baby girl. My cousin Terry S. baby sits her grand kids weekly. She is so proud of her daughter and  her grandkids. I am going to text my daughter Gabby and find out when I can talk to Dalton my grandson?! I love them all. Gabby is marrying her boyfriend Dakoda soon. I can't wait until I get di...

 Dear Journal:          I'm waiting for dinner I will go down stairs and find out what we are having and be right back. We are having steak. I am going to try to eat slower. I am often done first no matter how much food we have. That is bad if I want to lose more weight. I am glad everyone had a salad for lunch. I hope I will like the steak?! I love steak often like steak if we have soy sau e. It is low salt sauce sauce. I am going to giving my parents $20.00 for my plan phone and my lap top. I'm looking forward to dinner. I got a lot of mail. I need to type up a letter at my parent's house to my BFF Angela Sullins and her granddaughter Vannese who is 9 years old and has a 1 year old. I'm going to to type out a letter on my parent's computer. I love to type out letters. But I have been busy lately.           I am going to write out a letter to my BFF Ann Dawn. She sent me a long letter. I hope I can get my dad to buy me $10.00 ...

Dear Journal:          I am having fun with my  new laptop. I have many email's to answer and blog posts to type up. I'm having a lot of   fun with my Vagus world account! I will have to ask my dad how to get a blank page to type up my letters to my pen pals. I'm having fun with this new laptop. I'm going to ask my dad if he will get me $10.00 in stamps. I am going to send a 2 page letter to both my pen pals. I hope that will be good enough for now. I will buy a book of stamps soon after I've paid for my plan phone and my laptop. That will last me a while! :-)           I'm not going to bring my laptop and I am not bringing my cell phone either I will be able to enjoy my weekend without being bothered by a phone. I am also not going to the local library until Sunday after church I am going to return some of my books to the local library. I am going to read my books I have once the Reading group is over. I have a lot o...

 Dear Journal  Monday 8/4/2025          I am happy I lost so much weight and inches! I went from 350.0 to 242.2 lbs, I've gone from a size 24 W to a size 20 regular since the start of the year 2025. I am having a good day!!!! I love to lose weight lbs. and inches! I'm wearing my size 20 regular jeans today for the first time since I was in hospital a year ago at Auburn Memorial hospital. I was spoiled rotten there, they gave  me my fav. foods breaded hadock and. I'm going to a family picnic this Saturday. I'm going to my parent's house from Thursday-Saturday afternoon. I'm having a good time getting ready for the family picnic. My dad may give me $5.00 for the white elephant action. I want to get some books for my library on the second floor in the main house.           I'm having a great time reading and getting a new form filled out for raffle for ty books I have some books on hold. I'll be getting my holds and givi...

 Dear Journal: 8/4/2025          I am happy and proud of myself! I am 224.2 lbs. I am now 117,8 lbs. less then 24 years ago! I was 350 lbs. on Sept. 13th. my last child was born. I went from a size 24W jeans to 20 regular jeans! I'm so proud of myself. I got my tubes 3 days later. When I prayed that my child would try to find me someday. My little sister found out my adopted out my child's last name and Gabrialla looked it up on Face Book and the family of my adopted child said they wanted nothing to do with us?! Oh well I will hopefully see my adopted child someday in Heaven after the second coming of Christ! I am reading the last book in The Left Behind series based on the book of Revelation in The Bible. It is good so far. I will give the book back when I'm done reading it.  I don't belive I have commited adultry because my husband and I only lived together for 3 out of 28 years. I have a new boyfriend Marty Decker who loves me and I love him! He wa...

 Dear Journal:           I'm having a great day! I am blogging again.toys that I treat my  I want my friends that read my blogs to make comments about them. It will help me write better. I'm having a fun time in my room! I am listening to my fav. radio station, www.familylife.org Listen Live. I love this station! I'm going to my parent's house from this Thursday, Aug. 7th. 2025 to Sat. the 9th. for the Lobdell Reunion then to go home to The Bixby House. I used to love it here because there are so many places to go to on a payday! But now with Robert Parker here I am scared for my life. He weighs a good 400 or so lbs, I only weigh 242.0 lbs. he could throw a chair  at me and kill me.      Idk what Ashley see's in Robert? At least she is not prego with his hatful spawn. She would get kicked out next. Then maybe Cinday can move back in with me in room 2! I know she miss me and my toys I treat like real children. Little Bear is my ...

 Hi Happy Sunday  Aug. 8/3/2025     I am having a good Sunday! I went to church and had a great start of the week praising God, Worshiping Jesus and being Blessed by the comfort in the Holy Spirt! I saw my church family, and my best friend in Christ Jesus Adela L. and her family. Little Bear loved the service. I'm looking forward to next Saturday, I am going to see Pastor Jessie's son's girlfriend get baptised during the service! I also look forward to seeing my church family for a dish to pass at Adele L.'s family home. This will be the first time I've been to Adele L.'s home in the 2 years that they have been coming to our church from the home they had before they came to NY. I think they are from New Jersey like Amada M. who lives in room 1 of the Bixby Home. She is in there with my old friend Cindy Lue Thomas. from my room in room 2. I am rooming with Ashley because Amanda and her fought so hard together so the staff asked that they live in different rooms. ...