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Honey Bee's Buzz

Dear Journal:          Happy Hump Day!!!! I'm looking forward to seeing my boyfriend on Friday after he gets out of work and I get home from the Drop In Center. I love him with all my hear3t, soul and body. I'm hoping to have him for my boyfriend.... I have a pych. Dr, vist today at 4:00 pm. Good thing I don't we don't eat until 5:00 pm. I always ask her how her dog is doing?!?! The dog is most often asleep when she is with me. Boo!!!! I'm having a good day. I need to get my laundry done I keep peeing myself. BOO!!!! I'm having a good day today!!!! I love my boyfriend and we love each other with all our heart, soul and body and more than life itself and to the universe and back. I have loved him since I was 16 years old when we sat next to each other in First Baptise Church on Route 89 in SF, NY. It is now a Calvery Chaple with pastor Ray Torry back then it was with pastor Bill Summerville. Him and his wife Bonnie moved to Florida after they left that church and...

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 Dear Journal:        I'm having a good day so far. It should be a nice today. Warm and no rain! YEAH!!!! I hate rain and snow. BOO! My friends from church live on a farm and have well water. They don't have much water to do wash, take showers and do dishes and cook with. :-( We have city water here at the Bixby Home. Good thing to because we have people showering, doing wash, and doing dishes and cook with! It is a good thing we have city water and not well water. I pay good money to use the water, lights. I'm having a good week: my boyfriend is going to have beans and hotdogs for lunch. Yummy in the tummy. I'm taking some books back today. I have a whole book of stamps my boyfriend got me. I will be home from in town SF, NY after 3:00 pm Friday. Most likely my boyfriend will be getting out of work by 2:30 pm and will be to my adult care home by or after I get here. I have all my rides set up for next week for next week for training for my job at the knit mill ...

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 Dear Journal:        I'm having a good September! In have man: and I ever lost his love in my life! :-( I am going be a great aunt when I marry my boyfriend because he has a niece that had a child and had to all the way to Rome, NY to take her to and from where she lives! No one ever gives my boyfriend gas money because people think he is a taxi service. Just because he has a nice car. He never says NO! I think he should stand up for himself and say NO to these people once in NOW AND THEN. I'm having a good week so far! Sunday starts the week: and I got people in church to pray over me because I have a bad cold and with a cough and a runny nose. I'm having good day today: even though I get rid of my cold.           I'm having a good day! My boyfriend is going to Wal-Mart with a friend of his he lives with. He may not be able to go to see me today after work. Boo :-( I am going to the local library today to return some books. I will...

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 Dear Journal:            I am having a good day now that my boyfriend fixed my laptop so I can type!!!! I am also glad that my blogs didn't get deleted because I would have lost so much of my life. I am going to answer the question my shrink asked me to answer a question: How do I feel when someone smiles at me?          I am very happy when someone smiles at me especially my new boyfriend because it makes me feel loved and cared about! I'm having a better day now. I'm also trying to learn how to be a better person! But it is hard when Robert the house instigator and the liar in everything.           Robert says I'm mad at him for being with my roommate is with her and not me! Bull Mother Fucking Shit I Am Not. I'm having a better relationship with my man then he is with his girlfriend. Bryan in a nut bin for telling his father he wanted to kill himself. He is in Clifton Hospital. I hope he e...

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 Dear Feeling Journal:        How are u doing? I'm doing well.! :-) I'm happy my dad and mom will meet my boyfriend Marshelle James Wood Jr. I'm going to have a good day Saturday after noon at my parent's house to help my dad and me clean out my sheds. I want to see him and introduce him to my dad. I hope he shows up at the same time I'm going to be better by Sat. when I help my dad cleans my shed. I hope I can find a lot of stuff to throw away. I tried to get a job up stairs of drop in. I am sad to tell you that \i have not found out yet about my job \i put a application in for at the second floor of drop in for AA / NA work. I may not need it ty for your help though. I have been in love with my boyfriend since |I was 16 years old. I'm worried about Debbie my land lord finding out that my boyfriend molested his kids in the past. Has to go to get his great niece from SF to Rome and back.           Love and miss you like. I'm one of ...

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 9/24/2025          I'm having a good week so far except that I gained 6 1/2 lbs. from eating to much McDonald's food.... :-( I am not happy with my weight gain. :-( I am happy my size 20 regular jeans still fit but they are tight. I am wearing my size 16 shorts today. I{ am having a good day at east my boyfriend Marshall James Wood Jr. is not mad at me any more. His friends treat him like a private Taxi service. :-( Boo! I am glad to report that he is not mad at my e-boyfriend Bryan Michal Haggerdy. from Waterloo,, NY but will not be used as a private TAXI and drive to Buffalo to pick up Bryan's gf. No matter how much he asks. I'm proud of my boyfriend for standing up for himself. Beside my boyfriend will be busy Saturday   helping me clean out my shed. I hope to fund my small teddy bears and my divorce paperwork. Because Marshall wants to get married ASAP. We are both on our second and final marriage!!!! I{'m having a good few weeks except for g...

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Dear Feeling Journal:           I'm having a good day. I got my boyfriend back. I love him to the moon and back. With all my heart, body and soul!!!! I love him more than life itself!!!! My dad gave Bryan Micheal Haggerdy a picture of the bald eagle Montezuma Wildlife Refuge. I am glad Bryan is trying to quit smoking to make me happy. I am also taking him to free lunch with my parents so he will get to meet my mom and dad. He wants to have me stay at his house again real soon. It may be a while before I can spend the night at his apt. I am breaking up with Marshell James Wood Jr. I will tell him this is because I want to be with a man that will not keep me from meeting my grandson and see my grandson.           I may be grounded from going in only going to people's houses except my family's house for the weekend to go to church with them and finish cleaning out my storage in the shed. I need to stop being a pack rat. I need to ...